Light

Hollow is thy spring, when we all can see some things that others may not see….others dwell in this earth that no one sees, nor hearn them….nor feel what they have but rather curse and misjudge them….

Little do they know that some see the goodness in their hearts even though they are away, some worry for others in a certain way that they cannot understand , nor seek to understand…..

Might as night, cunning as the wind all brought just in the hearts of man though worlds apart we shall see each others hearts will be. Through the thickness of the fog comes a blade that shatters the fog and shed light in the dwelling days of thy dark times.

 Hollow and dark is thy spring, where we see nothingness…..some see the light and feels the warmth embrace that you have given me, feels the sweet kiss that warmth thy stoned heart…..

For the darkness now fades and the light has come into the days of drought, comes the rain that poured on the soil which is good once more, the darkness has fade and the light shines on……

As though never again the darkness should pour on thy plane, where the goodness of the light poured on…..through the skies, the mountains and the seas through the paths which is unknown to man….. the light continues to melt those whose hearts turned cold………

As I’m just a man, being in thy prescence……where no darkness shall cometh….

Note:

This poem is done for a certain person that is dear to me I hope that you will like it…This is for you “Ms. Carrie Kaithlyn Matthews”….

Why…..

Many are those who see the true beauty in this dawn day, many meet strangely, many are shattered by such emotions, many are emotionless but eager to fall every time, eager to take a plunge in the darkness of the night, eager to wage the pain they have in their hearts, eager to suffer more and more each day, each minute, each second.

But, with these mere facts of life, we change and evolve through our weaknesses, strengths and differences but what does bind us all in this world full of pain, anger, hatred, suffering and grief are we just in a pond of pure darkness no where to go and no one to turn to.

In a blink of an eye one person may lose the other, the one that once loved now loves some one else it all keeps up like a cycle in life that we have to go through over and over again, with one lie comes another and another and another, what else is new in this damn world of suffering and lies. What is new that we may yet to find, to find someone alike yourself you keep on seeking through a ton of forest filled with torns that may shatter your every soul, that may grind you and break you up but when you found that person whom you seek, fate may test the both of you over and over again until both of you weaken and in the end turn to each other.

The argument petty may it seem but the scars are deep, the misunderstanding that you may have not so deep in the surface but still leaves a mark that flows blood forever, the wonderful times you shared may be forgotten in a glimpse of an eye when, she found someone else better than you, all the times you shared will be washed away in the stream of foreverness that no one would remember.

Why?…… Why?….. Why, is it like this…. is fate a cheat or are we the ones who are idiotic to believe the lies that we see, from the surface we see all pureness but inside the scars still bleed deeper that it was before deeper than any other scar would flow, time have passed but the scars still remains flowing of blood.

Seasons, may change but the scars still flow i don’t know when it will stop nor will it flow. in the surface you may see a friendly face, an eager one whom time may tell but if you look closer you’ll see a wreck I have for many centuries, my body is wounded for far so long, a long  came a medic but did not patch them all some wounds reopened and bleed again, new ones emerge when time came, but if they will recover only time will tell, through this journey called life I stumbled, broken, blinded, wounded many times but through it all I still live on, hoping the scars would not bleed again and again and forever healed.

When your job is not the job you applied for…..

When, you are looking for a job and applying for one I’m sure that you will apply for a job position that you have experience in and that you knew. But what if you applied for a job and got the position that you want and then you where doing your job the one that applying for about two months only, and suddenly your boss gives you another job which is in no connection to the job that you applied for.

You then, agreed to the said job you follow everything that they want but sometimes they tend to blame you for some mistakes that you did doing the new job that they offered I know some of it was your fault but my bottom line is I never applied for that job, but I’m the one being blame as if I applied for that new job that they offered and as if I insisted in the increase that I’m receiving, where in they insisted on giving it to me the first place and also having no contract with them at all.

Oh, well it’s time I guess to look for a better job than the one that I have but I’m grateful in some aspect that I have learned something new with them, but I really want the job that I applied for because that is where I want to grew.

Pain

Many are wondering, seeking the answers to there questions to the pains. But only few have seen the answers they seek, most of us just repeat our mistakes by chance, by pure luck or just because of their stupidity.

Many are in vain, many are wondering, many are blaming and many are questioning, doubting their every move, if they are doing it right all this time? or if they are doing something to mess it up?

But, when chance or destiny itself plays a dirty trick in all of us, chaos takes place.

Just like a woman who betrays her man, or a man who betrays his woman whatever their reasons for doing such things, we constantly seek for answers. Constantly, understanding their ways but if someday you already questioned your decisions, what now?

How, will one soul regain it’s strength, it’s will, it’s beliefs and it’s understanding. If one soul is too injured to continue to fight or understand, what if you have gave all that you have yet you’ve seen none of change? what will you do? will you stay and fight an already losing battle? or be blind? whatever you chose you will end up being beaten at the end.

So, why continue? because I think you must continue and just hope for a good change, maybe lady luck will see your point and do a miracle and at the end you still are waiting and hoping, maybe for something or for nothing.

Magic the gathering

Hi, It’s been a while that I haven’t played magic the gathering when I stopped playing the game, the game was quite simplier but as time changes it became more intense and more fun to play with specially with friends.

The new mechanics of the game, made the game more interesting due to most of the new rules, new creatures and creature abilities that the new expansion offers (lorwyn), I hope I can build a deck is FNM worthy as of now I currently own a rebel deck constructed in the timespiral block and tenth edition expansion, I also own an elf deck which is also constructed in the timespiral block and lorwyn.

If you want to learn how to play magicthegathering well just view the clips below for you to understand mechanics in the game, enjoy.

About wordpress

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